Sometimes things that I see or read just speak to me. I cannot say why at the moment. As my cousin, a photographer and independent filmmaker, would say, they come together “behind my head.” Without fully understanding it on a logical level, somehow something in my heart seizes upon it and says, “This is important. This is good.” I usually ask why, but the part of my mind that recognizes has little interest in explaining. It knows that this is important, or beautiful, or good, and that is that
This blog post about an artist who makes beautiful designs
by walking back and forth for hours on freshly fallen snow was one such focal
point. When I read the story, and
saw the pictures, all I could think was,
“This is a work of love.”
I did not know why I thought that. I could not have
explained it, but somehow it only makes sense in my mind to do something like
that for love. The man spends hours trudging back and forth, and back and forth
to create something that will be gone with the first new snow, vanished without
a trace, as if it had never been. The only trace will be in the minds and
hearts of those who have seen it. Without my thinking it through, this intuitively seemed to me to exemplify the purest form of art, to create something of beauty and rigor and rightness, and then to let it
go so completely that, not only do you not care if it gets destroyed, you have designed it specifically to be wiped
out. Perhaps, in a way, these snow designs are like the sand mandala’s of the Dalai Lama.
One of the books I am currently reading is “The Story of a
Soul,” The Autobiography of Saint Therese of Lisieux. A day or two ago I was
reading Chapter 6 where she describes the pilgrimage she made to Rome with her
father and sister. She speaks wonderingly about the beauty of Switzerland,
“With its high mountains, their snowy peaks lost in the clouds, its rushing
torrents, and its deep valleys filled with giant ferns and purple heather.
Great good was wrought in my soul by these beauties of nature so abundantly
scattered abroad. They lifted it to Him Who had been pleased to lavish such
masterpieces upon this transient earth.”
It was the last half a sentence that caught my ear, “to
lavish such masterpieces upon this transient earth.
One of the most ancient, most noble and most controversial
of human undertakings has been the production of art. The question of what
truly is and what is not art takes up a good deal of space in the writings of
philosophers, along with subordinate questions such as its purpose, its use,
its value to society, how or if it should be regulated or controlled, etc.
(Another of my current reads is Plato’s “Republic” which is greatly concerned
with such questions.) But it seemed to me, with a sudden clarity, and indeed a
certainty, that both Simon Beck and the Dalai Lama had, perhaps intuitively or
perhaps more cognitively, grasped the real purpose of art; that is, to imitate
God in “lavishing masterpieces upon this transient earth.” Precisely by
focusing their creativity into mediums of extreme impermanence, they see and
escape one of the most dangerous snares of art, which is the illusion of permanence.
Every aspiring artist nobly and rightly wishes to create art
that will outlast him. He or she looks to the immortality of Shakespeare,
Dante, Michelangelo, Boticelli, and others whose creations of goodness, truth
and beauty have kept their names alive long after their bones are dust. Even
the painter of the cave paintings in Cro Magnon, France, though his name is
lost, his paintings live on. We all aspire to that.
However, in the immortal words of Admiral Akbar, “It’s a
trap.” The permanence of Shakespeare and Dante are illusions. The marbles of
Michelangelo will crumble to dust. Even the prehistoric caves will one day be a
charred lump, along with the rest of this planet, in the cosmic sink that used
to be our sun. When that happens, however, the soul of the human who created it
will still exist. Perhaps this was why Therese of Lisieux was able to explain
the precise place of art in such a brief sentence, in the middle of a book that
meditates pretty exclusively upon the impermanence of all created things. She
saw that only God is eternal, and she loved Him, and desired Him before all
else, and so everything else fell into place, including created beauty. God
does lavish masterpieces upon this transient earth, and calls us to do the
same. We are called to pour out our attention, our effort, our blood and sweat
and tears in imitation of Him, creating beautiful things with full knowledge
that they are destined for oblivion.
This idea is especially relevant to the internet generation.
On the internet you have millions of people, all trying to create something.
Some are trying to create art, some are trying to create noise. Some still
believe and are trying to create something meaningful, others have given up and
are just hoping for five minutes of fame and a few thousand hits, by any means
necessary. Some try to create beauty and meaning, others are content to expose
themselves in any tomfoolery imaginable, if it gets them a little attention. My
blogging is the same way. Each blog post lives for a few days at most, and even that is only if it is unusually popular, and then it disappears, snowed under the constantly
shifting heap of relevance that is the Internet. It reaches a few people, maybe
a dozen, and at best one or two will read the whole thing. The rest scan the
first sentence of each paragraph, agree or disagree, and then move on to the
next link.
In cosmic terms, i.e. in terms of eternity, the complete
works of Shakespeare will fair no better, which is not to put myself even remotely in the same class as
Shakespeare. It is only to point out that all things pass away, except God.
Once, in a discussion about art with my cousin (the same
cousin mentioned above) I tried to describe art as “drawing my best picture
with crayons and hoping God will hang it on His refrigerator.” Only in God’s
eyes is the art that I create eternal. That is an amazing thing, if you think
about it. God and I together create "memories" that exist in God's eyes for all eternity?
Whoah! Mind Blown!
Whoah! Mind Blown!
I imitate God for the same reason that a two year old walks around
with a plastic hammer hitting the furniture all day. That is what he sees Daddy
doing. When I create a work of art, God sees it, He sees me creating it, He
loves me. I give that work of art to Him with the same delight and trust with
which a three year old gives his scribbles to his Mommy. Then I go on to the
next one. The greatest masterpiece I will ever create is nothing more than
another memory of my childhood for God to hang on His refrigerator. When I am
fully grown, I will look back upon my worldly Magnum Opus and laugh at the
squiggly lines and juice stains and dirty fingerprints. Only love makes
anything permanent, because only love is of God.
That is the only worthwhile reason to create art, as a work
of love, knowing that while the work may pass away, the love will outlast the
universe.
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